Pre-Remicade jitters, seriously, now...

Ok, so I've had a rough few days, and as I mentioned yesterday, I haven't had a lot of time to do research on what it is actually like to get Remicade. So yesterday I turned to the Internet to find some answers, and completely freaked out.

Some people throw up, all during treatment.
Some people can't breathe.
Some people get terribly tired, and have to sleep for days.
One person I read about had to go to the E.R.

I didn't plan well. I'm home alone with my two kids this week - hubby is traveling again. What if any, or all of these things happen to me today? After all this reading, hyperventilation ensued, at about 4:30 yesterday afternoon.

So what did a brave girl like me do with all this terrifying information? I called fab rheumatologist's office immediately, and tried to talk them into cancelling my treatment.

They were very reassuring. They told me they have never had a huge problem in their office, that only a handful of their 400 patients have allergic reactions, and that at most I would just be sleepy, like I am when I'm having a flare. And that was unlikely.

But I should call someone, just in case, to make sure I have back up child care for the kids.

If it weren't for the fact that I'm going to Europe in 3 days (3 DAYS! WOW!) I would have canceled and waited til my hubby is home. But I want the treatment - my Humira is wearing off, and my knee is on FIRE every night.

So I'm going for it. I have two girlfriends on standby, and have an easy day tomorrow.

Stay posted. I have to go see Laser Lady in a few minutes (burn, baby, burn) and then I'm off to my infusion.